Day 1 New Beginnings

I love myself, I love myself, I love myself. I have always struggled with my weight, trying countless diet plans, pills and delivered meals. It is so discouraging for someone with my body chemistry to have such difficulty losing weight. I am very curvy, I always have been... often friends and even strangers have commented on my drastic curves and telling me I am beautiful. I always accept those compliments, they are nice to hear but that is not how I feel about myself, I haven't for many years. Sure, I can put on a very flattering dress or outfit and feel on top of the world for a day or night, that feeling is instantaneous and does not last. When I take those close off is when I struggle to look at myself in the mirror. I should love myself, there are fleeting moments when I do but I want that moment to last.

I have decided to buckle down, more than ever to make a dramatic change. I am now out of college with a sort of sucky part-time job which leaves plenty of time for me to work out, eat right and continue my search for a better job. I am not only after a better body but a better lifestyle, one that is active and goal oriented. I have always gone after my goals but there has always been something there to distract me or make me stray...but NO MORE.

If any women who are shaped like me or have the troubles I do with losing weight and they happen to come across this blog, I sincerely hope it helps. Revealing personal things like this is tough but I need to keep a daily blog so that I can monitor my own progress and force myself to keep going and if I can help someone else in the process then I am happy as a clam.

This blog is not going to be all serious, I am actually a funny person when I want to be. Here are some of the things this blog will include....


      - My weekly shopping lists and the cost
      - Videos with my thoughts and feelings about the process
      - My daily workouts
      - Recipes I have tried
      - My changing stats (Measurements and weight *** lets hope for success***)


As of now I weigh 218 lbs, this is extremely hard for me to admit publicly because I use to be around 160.


My Measurements (inches)

Waist- 28
Hips- 48
Arms- 13
Thighs- 28
Calves- 16
Bust- 38

Wish me luck everyone! I will be posting a video shortly along with a few photos from day one. Happy dieting (lets be honest its not that happy, but I hope to be soon.)